I am focused on the outcome of my side project that I lost the reason and momentum I start in the begining. It hasn't given me a fruitful result based on the data I predicted. Along the way, I am less motivated and less driven to work on those projects. Instead of coming up with new interesting ideas to try on, I am stuck on what to do next. It's like I loose the big picture of my project. I know it's a long term project and the growth is going to be super duper slow due to the niche I'm in.
My mind is really cluttered. It needs cleaning and organizing yet I don't know how.
Despite these thoughts, my accomplishment of the day is that I show up and finish one task for my side project. I write one short poem and continue writing this log, a documentation of my day.