Goodbye 2021

Dear 2021, 

Thank you for keeping me safe on the road. I ride airplane safely. I drive back and forth without any problems. I realize how blessed I am to have a car that works well. I was in distressed when my car had to be towed due to engine problem. 

Thank you for your time. I have good days and bad days. I have productive days and lazy days. I have all sorts of days and experiences, thanks to you. I've learned how to make most out of my day. I have mini projects throught out the year. I gradually finish each project tasks each month. It doesn't seem I do much each day, but it's compounded over time. 

Thank you for providing me good health. Some days I have neck and shoulders pain and some days I don't. Thanks to you I remember to stretch my neck, shoulders and arms periodically while working. I am able to walk 10,000 steps daily for nine months. I start taking multivitamin, vitamin D and fish oil. 

Thank you for allowing good people around me. I have friends who care about me. We have disagreement here and there. We're upset each other or disappointed each other. We're still friends. I have people who consider me family. Through them I am less isolated and more socialized. 

Thank you for providing me financially. It makes me feel secure and have a peace of mind. I have a job that covers my daily expenses and rent. I have learned to invest the the stock market. I have learned that I am more financial savy than I thought. 

Thank you for letting me see new places. Disneyland. Disney Adventure Park. Universal. There's more things I have to see and experiences. Seeing new places inspires to work harder so I can go more frequently.

Thank you for allowing me learning new things. I have learned how to do letter animation on Procreate. I have developed data analytics skills through taking classes on courseara. I have learned to work more efficiently and systematically for one of my YouTube channels. I am more confident and happy with skills I currently have throught various audiobooks, podcasts, books and The Futur YouTube channel. 

Thank you to people whom I've never met, but watch my contents on YouTube and read my posts online. They support my dream silently and give meaning to my life. I hope to somewhat provide value, even for one person, with various contents I create. 

Thank you for making me laugh and smile. I get know more about BTS. They make me laugh and smile. Thanks to BTS Jin especially. I have learned and practiced his life advices and principles he lives by. He makes me want to set a life principle, value to live by. 

Thanks to you, I am less worried about what people think of me. My eyes aren't glued to the rearview mirror as before. I used to be scared of driving slow and others driving ahead of me. I learn that I am not scared of getting lost, but I am scared of being left behind. I've learned to go at my own pace because I am doing the best I can at the moment with the skills I currently have, with the circumstances I'm in,  and the decision I make today. 

Thank you for being apart of my life, 2021. 
Goodbye 👋